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About Me Member Deviously Deviant ellunamFinland Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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Devious Journal Entry

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 10:31 PM
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It`s haunting how I can't seem

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Kuroshitsuji OST

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I didn't want to admit it, it was easier to lie, to hide the pain and emptiness inside and smile instead of cry.

Devious Info

  • Interests: Final Fantasy, Cosplay, Videoediting
  • Favourite band or musician: Trading Yesterday
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cloud Strife, Zack Fair
  • Personal Quote: My reality is mine alone.

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:iconwempuli:
Uu, terve. o/ Tattis stalkista~ *u*

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you're designed to fall apart
on the day the warranty ends
:iconellunam:
Eipä mitään. (:

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[ I need you with me as I enter the shadows. ]
:iconkeitorin13:
^-^ Thank you for the fav! :iconbowplz:

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:onfire: :O_o: :confused:

"Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss."

:dance: :la:

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:iconellunam:
No problem (: Your drawing was amazing!
:iconkeitorin13:
X3 THANK YOUZ AGAIN!! :iconisaydanceplz: ehe

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:onfire: :O_o: :confused:

"Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss."

:dance: :la:

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